January 2010
76 posts
downtownmayhem:
Official Intro For Downtown...
Religion
An institution that is used to manipulate and control the masses. People for some reason do not realize that the “bible” is easily accessible, Why one would give another human being more stature then themselves is beyond me. They bleed just like every other living thing on earth. To those whom are religious, ever wonder why so many people have different variations of the...
Black sheeps...
i have a couple in my family, both of whom im not fond of for various reasons. Sometimes my grandmother likes to compare me to one of them[[my uncle]] because i have a lot of tattoos as does he. she’s old school so she thinks im following in his footsteps and will end up in jail or into some crazy drugs or something. unfortunately what she fails to realize is that I support her way more then...
Sex, Drugs, & ART →
“God does not give you more than you can handle”
Google Sketchup
im excited i just installed google sketchup, its a program to basically make a basic 3d animated model of whatever you design.. im a little rusty built will definitely post up what ive created
Near Death...
1 year ago on this date..January 26th. i was calmly chilling in my southeast queens residence when at approximately 8 pm. 2 men ran in ma home and tried to murder me and and my family……. WHEW! that was very hard for me to say, but i felt like i needed to let it out. this event really scared me and changed my views on alot of things in my life to date. prior to this i was never...
Tattoos
tomorrow me and my friend david will be in manhattan documenting tattoos. it is one of my passions being that i have so many. i will be taking pictures of mine as well as others and posting them up on the blog..so…STAY TUNED
“Too many people buy things they don’t need, with...
polobandit:
(via fashionfever)
TIP on Tipping
im a waiter at a restaurant. and PEOPLE DO NOT KNOW HOW TO TIP! its so frustrating. waiters make money off tips not hourly wages. so it frustrates me when i work hard to accommodate them and they leave a measly 2 dollars..especially if the bill is over 50 dollars! smfh..so heres a tip to all the people paying attention…AT LEAST 10 percent of the check..i.e. if your bill is 54 dollars..tip at...
Dreams....
I have to write this down before the feeling goes away, a documentation of it while its still fresh will be the best way to analyze this, when im fully aware……My lids open into my dimly lite room, shades blocking the rays of the sun, this world not seeming familiar for some reason. The dream i had was more of a nightmare. Yet has carried over into real life. The sadness and paranoia...
Approaching the 1 year anniversary
4 days till the 26th of January. Almost being a year, i still get paranoid and have nightmares about what happened a year ago on that date…..although i think i am over it, in reality i do not fully believe deep down that i am. I guess i should be happy and thankful of the outcome of what happened. Unfortunately at the same time im still filled with anger and disgust…
“style is my voice before i ever say a word”
– Michael Andrew
My Sunday Night::: january 17, 2010
WAS HORRIBLE! lost one of my closest friends due to him over drinking.. yes i said it LOST!, how do you lose someone in 2010 I HAVE NO CLUE but he damn sure was not able to be found. Come to find out he passed out in some corridor of a club and got home safely…
Excerpt:::
I begin to get glossy from the sweat glands opening up excreting liquids throughout my body. This black hoody I am wearing does not compliment the temperature of this Monday evening in the middle of the summer. As my foot start to vanish from lack of light, I begin to hear my heart beat race in anticipation. Never have I thought I would be doing what I came here to do. My “friend” wont stop...
WE
Dark corners shaped into smoothly surfaced glass Silhouette in my eyes, reflect no definite object Climbing the walls as we stand still I stare at her and her reflection seems real The ground crumbles from our feet yet I do not fall Watching her on her hands and knees, Scraped on the gravel as she crawls Wrist flows, in the wind, like my silky hair Longer then the nails she uses to penetrate her...
Black American???
In my bathroom, room dimly lit, faucet dripping loudly playing the soundtrack of the quiet, gloomy atmosphere. Standing at about three feet tall I am on a stool looking into the mirror. My mother sitting behind me, frown on her face, cheeks glossy from little tear drops streaming down them. My head restrained a little bit, about 5 inches away from her; I nod to her in confirmation. A rush of...
Secret Admirer
My admiration from afar Due to countless reasons To you whom im here for pleasing A smile on your face, a blessing Site to witness - the consistence Of my feelings run thick like fudge rivers Pouring all over your being A site worth seeing An image worth documenting Licking every drop from your body The sweet taste of your nectar Residing in between your warmth - Is where I find sanction The world...
Mother Nature
You cant bribe me
You cant pray to me
You cant predict me
For i am unpredictable
Ive brought you into my womb
and can Abort you when need be
You do not respect me
Cut my hair off
Fill my lungs with smoke
Poison my juice
Yet i am who provides you shelter
Must i put my foot down
Show you the wrath of my will???
